His NEW girl.....

I seriously have no idea why he does this. Why in the world does he just keep this up.
I can't help but to start to really despise him.
After all that time, all those moments and words, Now he seems like less of someone that I once had and held the utmost respect in.

The shame of it all was that we could still talk. We could still share moments with words, Nothing more, and those moments were still wonderful. That is now fading fast. I start to look back and wonder, was I wrong? Was I seeing who he really was, or only who I felt him to be? WANTED him to be? Either, or, Now it is getting a little crazy.

A local # keeps calling me, atleast 3 times aweek, she just called me again tonight. I finally just added her into my phone as the WRONG NUMBER chick. She calls, asks me who I am, I answer her and she replies, Oh, Sorry, I must have the wrong number. Tonight I just simply said "AGAIN?"  and then hung up.

I figure it is him, maybe his new partner? I seldom ever get calls like that, and never so often from one. And it all started 3 weeks ago, he kept calling wanting to TALK and I was busy, or just didn't answer. He started in on me about how I replaced him so quickly, even though he was not even trying to listen when I said I wasn't seeing anyone and haven't since him. He says, well, we all MUST move along sooner or later, I plan on it. I thought he was just trying to get a dig in on me. Maybe not, Maybe so, But I know I started getting these calls 2 days after that semi heated call from him.

Hell, maybe I am just nuts..haha That is intirely possible. It has been different without him. Not horrible, but, different...

this to shall pass..
Peace all and happy phone calls....

flesh